HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!

I need a new stove I dont know which one I like them both these are my ideas??? HHHHMMMMM?????

GOOD MOrning


Yup thats how i feel hide in a blankie or towel or anything ya got i just wanna hide and be warm all day its CCCCCCOOOLLLDDDDD out there


I tried AGAIN! to lite my oven but to my

utter dismay again it wont start. all i wanted sweet oven was some yummyoh so yummy cinnamon rolls and a cup of coffee is that so much to ask....YOU will start when the kids want dinner oh but no not for me I will disown u oh damn oven i will send u to the junk yard with all the other disobediant ovens bye bye pitifull oven!!!!!
ok enuf with a post about an oven im done i am going to go upstairs to get kids ready for school ugh again more work but hey whatcha gonna do oh i know take a day off but no that doesnt happen for me NEVER oh no NEVER i have to go non stop untill i practically pass out for everyone to think i do enuf and than its still not good enuf so i wonder if i just jumped on a plane and dtook a vacation and let everyone deal with all of the things i deal with can they make it will they succeed or fall oh man they are screaming up there gotta go.

JUST A FEW PICS FROM THE TRIP TO WDELLS!!!!

ASHLEY, AMY, AND KATIE (DORKS)!!!!LOL


THE PIZZA RANCH (BEST PIZZA EVER)

COLE IN THE PLAYAREA IN OUR RESORT!

ASHLEY AND KATIE IN THE LAZY RIVER

ZACK IN THE PLAY AREA IN THE RESORT!

KAITE AND JEREMY BEST OF FRIENDS!!

awwww they grow so fast ill update more later yeaaaaa cant wait till tuesday its MY friday

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
Help me out with a question or its kinda a dilemma I have......
as a kid growing up every holiday we would visit family members and go to their house for a dinner and gathering usually lasting all day and I would visit with all my cousins and play and have fun and this would be the best thing EVER in my mind as a kid and i still loo back on those memories.
Well now that I have mine and they are older we never went to family members on Thanksgiving because the boys were to small and it was a hassle and we would have to go to both sides of the family..... so my question is.....SHOULD WE GO TO MY AUNTS HOUSE AND THAN TO HIS FAMILYS HOUSE AND THAN I HAVE TO GET UP AT 345 FOR WORK THE NEXT DAY OR WOULD IT BE BETTER TO JUST STAY AT HOME AND KEEP THAT HOLIDAY A STRESS FREE ONE??
Just wondering what others think if u can give me feedback I would appreciate it soooooo much of course u can keep it anonymous

Just thought Id throw a pic of Emily and I in shes such a dork but shes my sis gotta love her!!!!!

Just thougt id start this update with a bit of humor im so tired but im gonna try to stay up tonight and get some things done....

Im so sad i took all my uniforms out and have them ready to take back to work tomorrow when im done... ill be wearing regular clothing for the new department but im ready anyways about that....





found some pics from my old blog of Cole skating its so funny he is such a skater boy!


This is such a beautiful pic of MY grandma(Busia) at her last birthday with Ashley and Katie ......I love her so much and miss her.....the reason i put the pic in the blog is cause my aunt invited us to Thanksgiving and I dont wanna go cause all the Thanksgivings had her there and to many memories damn this sucks so much i miss her so much ok enuf of that....



Ill update more later

MORE PICS

www.flickr.com amyward1979's HALLOWEEN 2007 photoset

I got the job!!
Now I start to worry, oh well Ill get thru it.....anyways so I figured since Im not going to have alot of time my hours are going to be graveyard shift I would take the kids to a Railcats baseball game. Dont ever take four kids under the age of seven to a baseball game and expect to have fun ok well I did.Anyways the game was ok considering we got there at 6 game started at 7 and it started to rain at about 9;45 i think than rain stopped game started again at 10;15 and than the Railcats won the game and than there was fireworks. We did not get home till almost midnight...ugh. so its another jam packed day of baseball with Kate having a game first and than Ashley well Im off to go make breakfast!!

THIS IS COLES GIRLFRIEND, MARIELLA!!!!(SHE IS ADORABLE!!)

I have all the pics from the party I haven't taken many I have been way to busy to update and that's OK I am used to keeping busy!! Ashley has a baseball game tomorrow and Katie has one on Saturday so I think just having those scheduled is enough but of course not I have so much more to do. We really need to make it out to the zoo this year and quick cause I really wanted to get the membership at Brookfield(Zack love the dolphins) well Ill try next weekend and I really gotta get over to my cousin Keith's house and see it once and for all!!
Today was a hard day and yet a very uplifting day....it all started when I got this (please would someone smack the sense into me idea of getting a job) well I applied for a job on Monday and of course Tuesday morning I was called and within an hour was asked to come for my first interview which I did so he tells me to come back this morning for my second interview which I did but I had to find a babysitter for the boys and take the girls off to school first which I did...Well my mom works nights so I had to wake her up take her the boys which she already had a headache from work and drop them off! Got to work and had my second interview and also my third cause they said they wanted to keep me so now I'm just waiting for training to start YEAH YEAH YEAH RIGHT? well all is said now I don't know how Ill do it but I gotta do this for my kids so that they can have a good life...hours suck pay good and well lets just say I'm gonna be one tired person!!!!! LOL! Oh and within a year I should advance pretty well so I'm happy!!
Well Ill post the pics and than go finish my laundry and eat my frozen dinner...Cause i can!!! oh and it sucks I swear they all eat better than I do...chicken and dumplings and I get frozen crap see what us moms sacrifice I want a nice big steak or lobster damn Ill even settle right now for a whopper!!!!

Ok well quick update going to go take girls to school and than come home and update more...Think i have a new job? and boys are officially done with school!! ok ill post more later

Ok so im gonna update but really havent wanted to muuch lately I guess its cause I have been so busy getting ready for the boys bday party outside and i said outside cause they are predicting RAIN!!!!! oh yeah so i will have to cancel if it does cause there is no way in hell that i will cram 40 adults and kids in a 2 car garage i think u would have to get me sooooo drunk first and that wouldnt even work for me anyway!! So we will see and if it doesnt rain than ill have tons and tons of pics to post but my damn computer is running so slow and i dont know what to do but to reboot it and i dont wanna lose everything so ill have to do some research UGH!!!! anyway i have alot of cleaning today and than a picnic in the park for my boys so ill also post some pics of that well Im off to go bust ass!!!

BASEBALL PICTURES

Went to see the Sesame street play program, it was nice for the kids!

tHIS IS THE DECK PICS,that i have been promising! We are almost done with it.

(before)
Zack and Cole got a haircut on Sunday




(after)

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